i love you

2008-11-21T00:01:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 4 YEARS baby!

jus wan to say.. thank you for everything these 4 years..

everything that you have done for me..

love u lots!

LUCKY

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

14.10.08

2008-10-14T21:48:00.004+08:00

Celebated my bro's bdae on Sunday.. invited all his friends and my house was super noisy n dirty too... was sitting at the table with baby, watching them.. then i thought to myself.. how come i don't have such good friends?

anyhow, pics!

New Skin!

2008-10-10T12:34:00.003+08:00

yup, changed new skin..

updating the NDP pics!

yup, changed new skin..

updating the NDP pics!

2008-08-28T21:57:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday WAN LING!!!

:):):):):):)

Hope u like ur present!!! haha.

We went to New York New York for dinner...

baby and me had main course n lionel n wanling had pasta!

after tat we went cam woring @ esplanade..

ROOTBEER FLOAT!

CHEESY CHICKEN!

Today went down town with baby after my driving..

watched Forgetting Sarah Marshall... not bad.. quite ok..

walked around and saw a baG from C&K.. quite nice.. but rather ex... cost 55.. still considering..

and of course saw clothes! too bad no money to buy.. :'(

on to happier things.. i've been saying since i dunno when tat i want to eat macarons!!! and

finally today we went! =)

baby brought me to Barkerzin and we tried 4 of the flavours!

So damn nice la! how i wish could have more.. but its too ex.. one costs 1.50.. once in a while its

ok.. but not everytime.. Thank you baby! =)

tml baby's working.. i guess i will jus stay at home.. and sleep!

how boring!!!

2008-08-18T23:56:00.002+08:00

This is meaningful.. =)

thats what i want.. more time.. spent with you.. cos its never enough..

finally we had Soup Spoon today! =)

2008-08-12T22:20:00.000+08:00

mugging like crazy now! will upload the NDP pics soon! =))

2008-07-28T19:59:00.002+08:00

Im here to update! its been a long time since i last updated.. Been v busy with sch work! FYP! so much things to do but so little time..

looking forward to national day! heh, will be going with baby! i cant wait!!

Baby went for bowling ytd.. played 20 games! and got third! =)
So i got to buy my wedges!!! =) been eyeing it for like 3 months? haha.
yay, i love u lots! Thank you! =))

2008-06-13T15:37:00.002+08:00

i'm going mad soon.. so many things to complete and theres so little time left..

HELP!

accompanied baby to his bowling comp ytd.. we had lunch and dinner at north point..

i had Paddy's for both lunch and dinner! Been skipping lunch these few days.. cos jus didnt feel hungry.. and theres nothing at home for me to eat.. but sadly i didnt lose weight leh. still as fat.

got to go for the class later myself.. feeling reali lazy.. but i still have to go.. looking forward to meeting baby after class! =)

i've been eating famous amos cookies for the past 3 days.. every since baby bought them for me on tues.. going to finish them today!

ok, aiming to complete ship sale by today.. here i come!

11.06.08

2008-06-11T22:18:00.003+08:00

bowling on monday was... FUn!
ha, i bowled really bad though.. highest score was onli 80? thats like half of what i used to get during sec sch days!
mayb we should go more often? would like to get back that feeling.. like that craze for bowling when i had in sec 2.. everyday without fail, after schs straight away to the bowling centre.. and i can rememb clearly how i had jus enough money to pay for the games! =) went home straight after that thou.. had to start studying!

been sitting at this spot for like 3 days? transport modelling is almost done.. left with theory part.. the rest is still not here not there.. sigh.. really hope to finish everything soon!

tml don think can cover much too.. babys going for his bowling competition.. i think im gonna follow! still cant make up my mind.. should decide tml!

i should get nack to ship sale... realli going crazy!

new skin!

2008-05-28T20:55:00.002+08:00

yup, ive changed to a new skin.. and i love it!!

going thru some problems right now.. theres this problem.. with friends. some times u just cant understand certain people. they just get on your nerves, if u know who im talking about. nvm that.

anyways, been pretty busy with sch work.. FYP.. quite happy everyday.. :)fridays the last day of sch!! (: gd but straight after holiday theres exam.. so cant really enjoy.. been really lazy to update.. hope i will feel less lazy!! (:

i love you baby!

2008-05-27T21:21:00.001+08:00

people are weird.. really really weird..
i just don understand..

21st April 2008

2008-04-21T21:21:00.003+08:00

Happy Anniversary BABY!! (:

thank you for never failing to remember our day every month through out all these years!

i know i'm blessed with u by my side!

always loving you! ((:

Leap Year Meeting!

2008-03-07T20:48:00.008+08:00

Met up with yinmei, huijun and wanling @ vivo on the 29th.. and huijun n yinmei both attach le lah!! worst is yinmei loh.. 1 month ald also nv tell me!
Since u ppl ask me to plan the next outing...

It will be on the 30th March 08, Sunday

celebrating Yue Ling's 20th birthday...

do let me know if u can make it yah..and pls ask me for the pictures if not u will nv get it.. haha

pictures!

wan ling, me, yin mei and huijun! (:

i realise i didnt take pics with wanling and huijun using my cam.. so.. onli yinmei loh... ):

den on sundAY we had 5n1 class BBQ! ha, quite suprisingly a lot of us came.... food was nice.. Ms ho came.. we really had a gathering..

FINALLY!

with yueling..

with lijing

all the girls with MS Ho...

BIAS shit

2008-02-27T20:50:00.003+08:00

this is gonna be a emo post.

i dunno but i cant take it anymore.

i cant tok to her bout stuff. shes jus too damn biased.

everything i do for this family is nothing to her.

weekdays i have to go to sch or now is work. sat sun i have to go shop to help.

and wat does that "BELOVED" bro do?

PLAY GAME!

im reali pissed.

this IS unfair treatment.

this is zhong nan qing nu

she doesnt giv a damn bout me.

so wat if i will get tired?

i can die for all i wan

she wont even giv a damn.

she treats her son like some gold.

he doesnt noe how to help out at the shop, cant he freaking LEARN!?

i had to help out when i was PRI 6!!!

i had to take the train all by myself from BOONLAYto BEDOK jus to help out.

that freaking idiot is already SEC 4! HE IS ALD 16 YEARS OLD!!!!

cant he at least do something about his life? is he still "TOO YOUNG" to learn?

i'm the eldest so i muz freaking do everything?!?!?!

i have to study. i need my rest. sat and sun are supposed to be rest days!!!

its ok if i have to help. but wat im unhappy about is the fact that i have to do everything and that freaking idiot ca jus stay at home and play his freaking game!!!!

i jus cannot understand.

u can praise him when u tok to relatives. say he helps u to do hw BLAH BLAH BLAH.

he helps u to do HW?

are u kidding me?

for the 2 freaking weeks tat u went to china, i was the freaking idiot who did the HW everyday! i had to go shop, come back i had to do HW. he didnt even help me to fold the cloths!

he only knows how to act in front of u.

tighten his braces n complain his teeth pain. what u do? you get so concerned and cook porridge

jus for him.

i got wisdom tooth growing in my mouth and wat u say to me? say i full of prob!

I always ask myself if u are my real mum.

may u're not. cos u nv treat me like ur daughter once. u nv speak to me kindly. u always presume that i will do something bad.

i hate u.

i reali do. i rather think that i dont have a mother.

i thot mothers were supposed to be v close with their daughters?

yah u are close to ying ying. me? i rather not tok to u.

cos we only argue. no matter wat i do its always wrong in ur eyes.

i don wish to do anything anymore.

anyway ur "PRECIOUS SON" is only wat u need.

update!

2008-02-21T20:47:00.002+08:00

ok huijun im here to update! haha.

been busy busy busy these few weeks.. jus started work at NUH High Sch of Math and science..

working there is not fun.. people there are not friendly, they don interact with you.. and much more.. i dont reali like working there but for the sake of the money~ hai. endure loh.. no other choice right?

Moving on to happier things, went back to school today for the personal development programme, FC2 is under renovation!!! haha. shows that the survey i did was worth it! they realy did something bout that food court... and i finally collected the $20 popular voucher i won jus now! the place was damn ulu.. reali is another corner of the sch... so after collecting the voucher, we went to have breakfast.. as usual mac..

den went down town.. been v long since we last went down.. many things changed!! haha. the new orchard exit, new shops here and there.. walked ard.. den went to borders, but didnt see anything nice.. den went upstairs and there was body shop!! haha. Happy happy. bought the brushes i wanted and we saw Ivy and Huimin! haha.

after that walked down to Plaza Sing, ate Manhatten Fish Market for lunch.. super full! den after that home sweet home! Just finish eating dinner- Steamboat not long ago... so now im here typing this entry.. going off to bed soon.. tml another long long day for me... Good Night! (:

Happy Anniversary Baby! muacks!

i want to thank you for everything that u have done for me.. i noe u treat me really good and i noe im really lucky to have u as my bf! Even my parents say that u treat me too gd! Just want you to noe that i really love you lots! Muacks!! ((:

((:

2008-01-23T20:25:00.000+08:00

Spent monday at shop.. after tat we went down to anchorpoint..

wanted to buy my shoe.. but no size! sad sad..

walked around and no place to go for dinner so we ended up at vivo..

went to harbourfront's ramen ten to have our dinner.. had beef paper pot while baby had tom yum chicken cutlet noodle... and of course ordered the chocolate freeze! Somehow i still think that the food at Far East tastes better..

tues went to have waffle! had the large waffle and added ice cream and strawberry!

yummy!

anyhow...

went down to BBDC today to cancel the school membership.. changed to private.. wasted a lot of time.. took practice for final theory.. so will be starting driving next week! i cant wait!!! (:

and baby won $68 all thanks to me lah! haha. Perfect 10's having the Garlsberg Angbao Chase Chase Chase where the give $$$. so i just told him to call.. no harm calling right? den guess wat.. he got thru lah!! and $68 so easily is now his!!! but the money will still be mine.. hahahaha...

Im waiting! (:

Exams are Over!!!

2008-01-17T22:08:00.000+08:00

YAY!!

Exams are officially over!!!!!

i wanna go shoping for CNY clothes... so many things to get and so little money i have! sad sad..

Watching american idol now.. really funny people... good for laughs!!! Been chasing after Huang Jin Lu.. so nice! i cant wait for the ending!!! haha. too bad no mobtv lah.. :(

i have one day to shop.. which is tml.. but no $$ leh! sian. so sad.. anyways, mayb next week?

monday's coming!! ((: i'm glad you rememb what day it is.. really glad tat i have such a gd boyfriend! i'm lucky! (:

I Love You BabY!

2008-01-16T15:33:00.000+08:00

i hate exams!!!

u get so stressed n there the lack of sleep... 2 more paper to go... CRS i think no hope... LIS, dunno whether will get to take the exam? gerald says we didnt go on tues so he will fail us if he cant get a room for us... wth... tats unfair loh.. tat day anil said we can choose... and now this...

i need some retail therapy before this sat!! otherwise i'll be stuck... no more going out n enjoying! sad case..

and CNY's coming! (: will be going to port dickson on the 2nd day of CNY, den to KL!! hope there'll be shopping? hah.

ok.. i should go back to studying...

2008

2008-01-01T11:59:00.000+08:00

Happy 2008 people! (:

Enjoy the holidays!

dammit

2007-12-27T22:40:00.000+08:00

I guess there's no need to say more.. but it is- you should know by now- that the truth is

I TOTALLY HATE MY BROTHER

thank you very much

yes, why do i hate him? of course there's many many reasons.

1. my mum just came back from china last night.. and this morning she woke up early to do the housework even though she's feeling unwell...

and her unfilial son woke up at 2pm and gave he attitude when she asked her to do work.. and guess what

he slept AGAIN at 4PM. WTH. when i came back from shop around 6PM he was STILL sleeping. damnit.

i dunno wat else to say..

now..

he cause them to argue.. jus becos of this lazy freaking asshole.

i cant tell you how much i hate this freak

sometimes i hope he wasnt even born- at all

2. he can stay at home for the whole day- play game/sleep and i have to help out at the shop. its ok if im free. but the prob is im not. i have got projects to complete. an exam on the first day of sch that i have to study for. im not giving excuses not to help out. but do they think for me? No! is making pineapple tart to sell for new year more important than my future?

answer is YES.

i'm really hopeful that i have zul by my side.. always there supporting me.. holding on to me.. always encouraging me to be strong.. without him.. i guess i wont be here today- typing this.

i also wan to thank lionel for constantly showing me support and care, always being there for me no matter what happens! really veri grateful for having u as a fren! (:.. huijun- i noe u will always be there for me whenever i need you. wanling- for always being there for me.. all the care and concern.. (:

you guys are really my best buddies..

and also to all those that care for me.. thank you..

Merry Christmas!

2007-12-25T00:16:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas people! Enjoy the holidays!!

Yay!

will be going to Malaysia for a short trip with baby!!! ((:

i cant wait!!! hahaha. hopefully i can ~~splurge/spend like mad~~ which i doubt i'd be able to unless dad is willing to sponsor..

anyhow...

will see how it goes later... shall update soon! (:

21.12.2007

2007-12-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY!! (:

yeah, went town after work.. had dinner at Ramen Ten! haha. its been quite long since we last went there.. the chocolate freeze was damn nice!! yummy!! ((:

haha! im off to bed! bye!

gift box

2007-12-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

Went for the wedding dinner last week.. food was alright.. but wat i loved most was the wedding gift box! (:

Yeah.. and we had pizza hut last fri! the new pizza was alright.. but i still prefer the rosemary cheese pizza! Yummy!!

All about food.. Sigh. i need to cut down on consumption otherwise i will grow ~~bigger!!~~

something that i dread and cant happen to me! Keeping my fingers crossed!!

haha. sad thing is theres 2 projects waiting for me to do.. and all the housework and i have to go shop..

and yay! i bought finally bought the retractable mouse! (:

school's ending soon!

2007-12-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

was so angry today that i thought my blood vessel was going to burst.

nvm tat.

schools out in a weeks time.. nothing much to look forward to..

cousin went overseas.. so their dog's at my house..

she's so cute! (: such a good girl!

I Want ThiS!!!

2007-11-27T21:39:00.001+08:00

PICTURE TAKEN FROM: www.annasui-cosmetics.com

WANT

THIS

ANNA

SUI

LIMITED

EDITION

GOLD

MIRROR!!!

ITS

SOOOOOO

PREEEEETY!!!!!!!!!!

BABY PLEASE??????

Happy Birthday Jun!

2007-11-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Jun!

haha. Hope u enjoyed urself n rememb to eat the cake!

See you all soon!!

P.S: Pictures are all uploaded at my flickr account! Jus go n take!!

http://www.flickr.com/groups/241107/

Pictures!

2007-11-22T20:41:00.000+08:00

Took them ytd! if u don already noe.. went to celebrate our third year anniversary ytd.. (skipped gerald's lesson!!!) and went to watch The Game Plan! super nice! quite funny show..

den after tat went for ice-cream @ Haagen Daz!! yeah... after ice cream we went out for some fresh air as it was freezing inside vivo! walked around til 6 plus den went back to jp..

had KFC fpr dinner... waited 45 mins just for KFC... service is real lousy!! what kind of FAST FOOD rest needs you to wait 45 mins to get ur food? Really spend a nice day with him.. how i wish everyday's lidat!

Went to sch as usual today.. realy tired n lazy! falling asleep in class.. was trying my best to stay awake.. den lunch we went to clementi for lunch.. gordon drove today.. den jus nice i could do my eyebrow! (: was still thinking when can go down there.. hah.

den drove back to school, drop by SPGG to put baby's bowling ball... den back to class.

Long day tml.. have to go for the Stupid CRS thingy.. wanna get it over and done with asap! n im looking forward to sat.. (: Hope baby can make it on time!

til then.. enjoy the song! (:

The Heart Never Lies- Mcfly

2007-11-22T18:37:00.000+08:00

Baby! this song is dedicated to you.. i will always be there for you! muacks! =)

Some people laugh,
And some people cry,
And some people live,
And some people die,
And some people run,
Right into the fire,
And some people hide,
Their every desire

[Chorus]
But we are the lovers,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies

And some people fight,
And some people fall,
Others pretend,
They don't care at all,
If you wanna fight,
I'll stand right beside you,
The day that you fall,
I'll be right behind you,
To pick up the pieces,
If you don't believe me,
Then just look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies

Woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhooh
Woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaoooooaaahhoooh

Another year over,
And we're still together,
It's not always easy,
But I'm here forever,

[Chorus]
Yeah, we are the lovers,
I know you believe me,
When you look into my eyes,
Cause the heart never lies,
Cause the heart never lies, yeah,
Cause the heart never lies

its been 3 years..

2007-11-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

Happy 3 years baby!! Thank you for everything.. Really appreciate every thing you've done for me.. Thank you for always being there for me... thru the good times and bad... Just want you to know that i love you very much! Muacks!

=)

2007-11-20T23:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LI JING!!!

yeah~ and when its li jing's birthday....................

our anniversary is just on the next day!!!! =)))

i am officialy counting down to midnight!

till then...

i'll be praying hard tat u win the tornament tonight!

Lots of love! muacks.

i love you

2007-11-19T17:41:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU! MUACKS.

2007-11-16T20:03:00.000+08:00

i hate you like ive never hated anyone ever. i really hate you for everything you do to me. you hurt me like you re not the one who brought me into this world. and im starting to wonder, really, am i your real daughter? im guessing im not.

which mother hates her own daughter like you do? ive never seen any other mother who treats her daughter like you do. ive always envied those who could share everything with their mothers, joke, laugh even go shopping together. we never do those things. you only disapprove of what i do. even wearing black makes u so damn angry. i don understand. do u wear white pants when you're having your period? no right? cant you try to understand why i do something before you even scold me? you never do that.

so what if i get along better with my frens rather than my family? you people never make me feel loved. you only use me, you use my bf too. you only come to me when you need me to do somthing. and i never said no. i don have a beautiful life. i only have a wonderful boyfren who dotes on me. who realy makes me feel loved when i feel that theres nothing left in this world that is worth living for. i have someone to talk to. and what you do? cant i even complain to him? u just want to drive me nuts. what i do is forever wrong. you're just biased. u treat them so well. me? you only scold me. whatever i do is never right. what i do is never better than that idiot playing games 24/7. yah, he's more useful issit he? playing games and failling his exams and what you do? you never even scold him. thats biasness. if it was me, you would have confiscated my phone and banned me from using the computer. what bout him? you continue to let him play games. and i have to help you every sun. you cant go on sats i have to go. reach home after school i still have to help you to wash plates after dinner. what does tat idiot help u with? playing games?

i hate you. as much as you hate me. you're the reason i dread coming home. you're the reason i rather spend more time outside than come back. i'd rather think that i don have a mother.

Exams are over!

2007-11-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

yay! exams are officially over.. sadly no holidays!! so... more projects and assignments coming up.. many more things to get stressed about.. and tml theres 4 hours of CRS which i hate... why do they even have language module?its so boring!!!!

realli not looking forward to tml's lesson... but i am looking forward to next wed... =) (hint hint*) haha. okaee.. bedtime!

Happy Birthday Jess!

2007-11-10T21:04:00.000+08:00

Okay, like what the title says,

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY

JESS!!!

Jennifer Love Hewitt

2007-11-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

Jennifer Love Hewitt in Enrique Iglesias Hero music video

E-learning week's ending!! and i just got my internet back..
RUSHING TIME!!

Bought this gramaphone radio in school! =)

Yay, finally bought the Hurs bag!! =) Thank you baby for buying the bag for me!

We're getting stronger!

2007-10-21T00:13:00.000+08:00

i wanna say HAPPY 2 YEARS AND 11 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY BABY!!!

BIG SMILE =D

I LOVE YOU LOTS!

hugs and kisses for you..

muacks! =)

Assignments!

2007-10-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

Lotsa assignments to do! BUsy.. and bored... gems got to take pictures in sch.. look like some crazy person snapping away.. haha. okaee... shall let the pictures start talking!!! =)

Selamat Hari Raya!!

2007-10-15T20:49:00.000+08:00

OKAE! its time i update my blog!! haha. i've been busy,.. Busy with School, and of course shopping online! kinda addicted le lah... i dunno how.. no longer have income every month!! have to save up! =)

YAY! i got my 1st ever GREEN Packet!! =)) given to me, of cos from baby's mummy.. heh.. not forgetting the yummy Sambal Cuttlefish, Mutton, chicken!! yea.

i have lotsa pictures but no time to update them!! ARgh. i will find time soon!! =)

yeah.. found reali nice pieces of necklace online.. cant wait to get my hands on them!!! yah... will be quite busy the coming weeks, with assignments and projects!

BuSy. BUsy. BUSy. BUSY!!

bored

2007-09-13T12:19:00.000+08:00

chalets over!!

now im bored again

hes got bowling training

im here alone at home without lunch

ahhh

and carine's suaning me again..

i wanna slap her..

heh heh..

*piak piak*

i miss MPA!

i miss working

i miss earning money

i miss carine's company

damn.

Family Blues!!

2007-09-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

DAMN DO I HATE MY FAMILY.

i cant wait for sunday's chalet!

my onli chance to get away.

oh come on.

its just a few days more

let me get thru this

please

i don wanna see their faces

so im not good enuff?

why dont u find a better one?

i always try to help u.

but nothing i do ever seems right.

cant i even complain to him?

wat u wan me to do?

keep my troubles within me?

ure forcing me

i hate you

go away

i'm glad i've got u by my side..

you've always been there during the most difficult days of my llife

without you in my life i dunno what will happen to me

mayb i wont even be here typing this

thank u baby

i love you

Birthday Celebration

2007-09-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

31 Aug last day at MPA... definately will miss them.. the place.. and everything! Wan to thank them for the Watch... n the lunch... =)

1st Sept... went to borders for a mini shopping spree since i've got the $200 gift card! haha, bought a disc n some mags... shld be going there again soon! =) yeah~ after that went down to clarke quay as planned... went to try thr fish and chips... not bad.. not reali veri oily... taste quite gd t0o... n the fish's quite big! n it costs 6.50! ha.

Bought Cupcakes.. they actually cost $5.00 each!!!. after 5pm, they are sold at $2.50 each and onli for takeaway!!

The Kit-Kat Cupcake

the Double Chocolate Cupcake

yummy!!

Went BAck to central today to buy my pokka dotted dress today!! simply love it! wan to thank my baby for all the things he bought for me.. if it wernt for him, i guess i'd be spending my birthday alone this year.. sad huh?

im beginning to hate my family... they make me wan to hate them... nothing i do every seems right.. n they dont give me the privacy i need! my siblings were standing behind me and peeping at wat i was doing jus b4 this. my sis may b young.. but my bro? even when im typing a sms, he'll try to peep. i reali cant stand it anymore! even on my bday, nobody said anything! wat is family for? they're supposed to be there for u.. no matter wat happens... and they're supposed to be closer to u than ur frens. wat is this? they dont even have basic respect for me. even though im the eldest.. they dont treat me like it... its those name-calling, sarcastic insulting words that drive me nuts. sometimes i wish i could giv my bro a tight slap across his face. n to tell u the truth, i don even see him as my brother. he's jus some asshole walking ard the hse, playing his stupid game n flunking his studies, who has no respect for others.

I REALLY HATE HIM TO THE CORE

im bored!

2007-08-28T11:05:00.000+08:00

cant help it.. too bored at work!

You Are Left Brained In Love

Cool and clearheaded
Tend not to get swept away
Dependable and trustworthy
Able to look at thing objectively
Honest and direct in relationships
Rely on standards when picking a man
Good at solving relationship problems
Ready to compete for your sweetie's heart
Articulate, a good conversationalist, and witty
Think overly romantic displays are a waste of time
A few serious boyfriends as opposed to many flings
Notice all of the details about your guy - good and bad

Are You a Right Brained or Left Brained Woman in Love?

You've Been Bit By the Shopping Bug!

You're constantly adding to your wardrobe - and it shows
However, you can show some restraint. You love good deals.
Your love of the clearance rack has paid off...
You probably have only maxed out card or two, if at all!

Do You Shop More Than Most Women?

You Are Very Thin

Your BMI is 18.4 - a healthy BMI falls between 18.5 and 25

Don't lose any weight. You already are quite slender.
You could even gain a few pounds if you wanted.
Indulge yourself every once and a while!

Don't agree? Blame the government standards we based this test on!

Do You Need to Lose Weight?

what? im veri thin? AS IF Lah!

dad's brithdAY

2007-08-25T19:34:00.000+08:00

Ok. celebrating my dad's bday now.. well... sort of... my relative all haven come yet!!! n its already 7.30? my dads angry.. ha. actually never reali invite many people.. jus my aunt n mu grandma.. my aunt was supposed to fetch my grandma here... but when we called her at 7pm, she was still at her freind's house! (we told them to come around 6pm.) so my dad's pissed right now. hmmm.

tml need to wake up early again.. got to go down woodlands to help.. luckily baby's going down with me! =)

yeah, one more week to go.. 5 days to be exact.. time flies~ and 6 months of attachment's coming to an end... n i'm going to turn 19! geez. then 20, 21 n im old! :'( but everyones going to go thru this process.... the other day my sis jus said "how i wish i could faster grow up!". she's going to regret wat she said...

n we're still waiting for them to come.....

Food Barn!

2007-08-24T10:22:00.000+08:00

Last time eating at food barn..
definately will miss the food!

The free yogurt we got!

YUMMY!!!! =)

am counting down to the last day of attachment!!! one more week to go! =)
carine got the book voucher of $150! wah. gd huh.. don think i'll get.. too lousy le... i thought onli mayb 20 dollars? didnt expeect so much...

got to do work le! =)

Counting Down!

2007-08-21T14:40:00.000+08:00

Attachments ending soon!!!! =)) BIG SMILE! i cant wait for the 3 weeks of holiday.. n my birthday!! haha.yeah.

chalet on the 9th of Sep t0o.. many things to do.. n of course need to prepare for sch.. SHOPPING!!

Happy 2 years n 9 months baby! =] Love you!! Thank you for treating me like how any guy should treat his girl. thank u for showering me with all ur love! lOVE!

MUACKS!

New Phone!

2007-08-13T10:13:00.001+08:00

Fri.. went down to suntec after work.. wanted to buy the fone since I’ve ald got my pay.. but Jaime said her husband could help me ask around so I waited… n waited… meanwhile asked ard if they still selling the bronze one.. den this singtel shop at funan said they have stock.. n its in black! Ok, so I was veri happy n wanted to buy it straight away.. but den I rememb jaime was trying her best to look for the fone for me.. so I thought “ wait one more day.. tml if she cant find den I come here to buy”.

So, the day passed… next morning.. she said she couldn’t find.. so my baby bought The Straits Times and started calling every single handphone shop selling nokia phones.. n wat they said was “sold out” or “no more stock” or “we only have the pink one” or it was too expensive.. den finally one from Queensway said we have the fone.. selling at $488.. it was a veri gd price since most of the shops selling $525 n above.. Then tat damn guy didn’t want to tok to us on the phone.. asked us to go down.. SO, we went down.. and GUESS WAT? The guy said ‘oh.. you’re the guy that called me jus now? No more ald.. my boss jus took the fone and sold to his friend’ UNCONVINCINGLY. I was damn pissed.

So we decided to go down to bugis. As planned.. asked around.. but to no avail.. after that took the mrt.. on the way home.. baby started calling again.. n guess wat.. they say they have the fone.. selling at $528.. ask us to come down.. n its at ANG MO KIO HUB. This time, we told them to reserve it for us.. so we flew down there.. n got the fone!! =D

Yea. My advance birthday present from my boy.. we split the cost in half.. even though he’s not rich, he was willing to part with his money to buy the fone for me.. I saw how determined u were and how hard u tried to find the find for me.. I reali reali appreciate it very much.. THANK YOU SO MUCH BABY!! Muacks! I Love You! =)

Swiss gathering!!!

2007-08-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

All the pics for 3 aug, friday's outing!!!! Me, Zul, Yueling, Yin mei, Hui Jun, Wan Ling, Lionel, William n his gf... But William left early.. so no pics of him! ha.
ENJOY!

Transformer shoes Anyone?

2007-08-02T10:37:00.000+08:00

i jus heard that now there’s sth called transformer shoes… manufactured by Nike.. and the shoe turns into a robot… I wonder if people buy it to wear or to display!

Ok.. I bought the psychedelic dots camera case online! Yea~ im still waiting for it to be delivered to my home.. how fast time flies…. Its ald close to 6 months and its end of attachment! Yes! Cant wait for sch actually.. n I cant wait to go shopping t0o! hope to find a job for the holidays? Ha, I need $$ to go shopping.. Any sponsors?

horoscope reading?

2007-07-31T20:44:00.000+08:00

Camera Pouch!

2007-07-29T21:13:00.000+08:00

which ones nicer? i like the multistripes and Psychedelic Dots one... for our cam..

photo update!

2007-07-25T21:12:00.000+08:00

lazy.. jus one photo will do.. haha.

tarot card reading anyone??

2007-07-12T10:25:00.000+08:00

my reading.....

You are The Empress

Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.

The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.

The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

baby's reading......

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers." Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

gandma's bdae...

2007-07-02T17:00:00.000+08:00

At grandma's house.. eating durian....

the cake from crystal jade.....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH MA!!! =)

i love you!

2007-06-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

been quite busy these days.. babys busy with bowling this whole week.. but i managed to go watch him bowl on wed night.. and guess wat.. ytd i met his dad.. well, they had the singapore team selection.. n baby went with his brother.. so i tagged along.. had to "babysit" his lil brother.. den his dad came.. awkward situation.. but its all over.. hope the person calls him tml! =)

Baby, i love you! muacks!

photo update!

2007-05-27T21:58:00.001+08:00

All the pics!=)

big girlls dont cry

2007-05-24T10:13:00.001+08:00

wat a nice song from fergie.. simply love it!

2007-05-15T12:05:00.000+08:00

Okaee. Theres good news. Ha. We have finally bought the camera! Yes, after so many months of saving up we finally bought it. Ha. Guess that also means I have got lots of photos to update? Hmmm.. when I’m free den….

2007-05-07T21:41:00.000+08:00

okaee.. i have just ordered cupcakes for my mum.. mothers day gift? haha. it makes me drool jus by looking at them! nvm, shall wait till sat! den i'll get to eat them.. hahaha. lets make u drool t0o!

2007-04-10T21:02:00.000+08:00

haha. cute right.. it was on the 2nd level of psa building! lol.. i got my chance to disturb baby again.. now hope to get pay a.s.a.p.. planning to buy camera! deciding on either sony or canon.. mayb tml going for hans? haha. tried white dog the other day.. quite nice actually.. but the cake a bit hard.. will update again soon! =)

2007-03-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

first week's work at mpa's good! too gd its scary.. haha. the people there are veri friendly.. they reali treat u like one of them.. they find topics to chat with u.. even my supervisor talks to me outside stuff.. they are all reali veri nice.. hope it stays this way..

went down to suntec today after work.. bought myself new heels! haha. =) got new shoe to wear to work.. hehe. after tat went to the i.t show.. was flooded with people.. bought speaker and a keypad vacuum.. i think i'm going to bring lots of stuff to my work place.. and put them all on e table! i've got my own radio now.. at least still not so bored n quiet! gonna go sleep ald.. reali tired.. bbye!

Have u ever wondered why do couples wear their ring on the left hand, fourth finger n not others?? its simply becos out 4th finger connects to our heart.. =))

p.s thank u jwee hoon! u're reali a gd supervisor! =)

2007-03-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

tml start work again! so sad.. hope everything will be fine.. pray hard i wont get to do stapling and photocopying! =)

2007-02-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really wonder.. why does she treat me so differently from my sibling? i even wonder if i'm her real child. we cant even finish one sentence without arguing. i'm reali sick of this.. why cant she be like the other mothers i've seen? cant she try to understand me more? she onli thinks that i'm a useless daughter who onli cares for her bf. she doesnt understand how much i go through as a big sister. so what if i didnt get to buy any new clothes for CNY? so what if i had to work 12 hours a day at my dads shop one week b4 CNY? does she even noe that i'm tired? she onli thinks that i'm useless.. ask her to go for jus a few hours and u hear her complaining. wat about me? jus becos i'm young means i wont get tired waking up at 8.30 in the morniong and sleeping at 11pm for one whole week? and just becos i didnt wan to go shop for wed(21/02, our anniversary) she kicks up a big fuss like a little kid, complaining to my dad that i onli care about going out, ask me to help one day also don wanna go. did she think b4 speaking? i went for one whole week for goodness sake!!! its not like i didnt go at all! i'm reali frustrated.

mondays the start of attachment. i needed to buy work clothes for myself. and i get scolded for going out one whole day. she says i "everyday go out" "buy so many clothes dunnno for wat". HELLO!!! i need clothes for 6 months of internship. its not like 1 month and i'm buying so many clothes. and, the clothes i but are not expensive.. all i see are from the discount racks! its not like i'm using her money to buy clothes. i'm using my own money, from my own pocket!! and she says she wan to ask my dad to cut my allowance, saying i spend a lot of money.. i just dont understand! its not like i ald have a lot of work clothes at home and i still wan to buy more. truth is i dont have any! if i don buy, wat am i going to wear to work on monday?!?!? T-shirts? JEANS?!?! how i wish my mum could understand why i need to do certain things. and not disagree with whatever i do. i'm sick of her. i've had enough!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-02-19T23:40:00.000+08:00

okaee. i have officially removed my braces on the 14th of Feb, Valentines day.. it felt weird for a while for having my teeth back.. haha. but i'm reali happy! i've waited so long for this day.. anyways, wont be updating anytime soon i guess..

Happy New Year everyone! =)

2007-02-03T20:32:00.000+08:00

okaee. i haven update my blog since i dunno when.. haha. reali very busy.. although its the holidays, i still need to go shop everyday.. and even though we have a worker, its as good as not having one.. she ald work for 2 weeks but she's still so blur.. i dunno wat to say.. went down to far east on fri.. finally bought heels! ha. finally got my new year dress.. hope i can buy more!! haha.

went down to kallang stadiun on wed to watch the Asean finals.. singapore Vs thailand.. went with baby, kowjun n his gf.. saw Ivy n syahid there.. needless to say, the match was veri exciting indeed. reali don regret going.. Hope Singapore can win tml!! =)

i'm counting down to 9th Feb! i cant wait!!! okaee. i'm going to dye my hair on monday! i'm excited lahh. haha. dunno wat it will turn out like! hope to register for the theory test soon, guess will go on wed b4 going for the internship briefing.. i cant wait!!

2007-01-11T20:38:00.000+08:00

BAD NEWS!! i'm NOT having holidays!!! ARGH. i was so looking forward to it and theres no holiday!! OMG. and, internship is starting straight after the chinese new year!! geez. i still thought we were going to have 3 months holiday and i could enjoy myself and wake up late.. but now!! and, i've got to go for the interview on wed with this company called Clarksons. Did a check on the net and found out that its actually the world's leading shipping provider! and 4 of us are going for the interview but onli one will get chosen.

Plus, i'll be supper busy the next 2 weeks with projects and exams!!
SEE,
TML- Shipping business test
MON- hand in accounts assignment
TUE- hand in navigation assignment
WED- hand in shipping business assignment 2
THU- Test on knots
FRI- hand in shipping business project soft copy

after that, i'll be having exams for one whole week! geez. i'm gonna grow white hair soon!!

STRESSED OUT!

2006-12-28T20:06:00.000+08:00

i've got good news!!!! ahha. went for my dental check up and guess what?! hah, next visit can remove ald!!! =D yeah! haha. i'm so happy man. =D

went back to sch today.. did part of the nav safety project.. hope to complete it soon!!! baby's sick.. it pains me to see him suffering so much.. i wish i could take his place.. but he still accompanied me to dental.. and he slept all the way home.. he actually talk in his sleep.. kept calling my name.. get well soon baby!! muacks!

2006-12-14T20:34:00.000+08:00

ok. i'm finally updating my blog.. its been a veri busy week.. got lots of things to do.. finally got the imf pay.. went shopping.. and tml exchanging gifts with huili n jess. ha. excited!!! lol. and, i got something for him t0o. =)

i miss him. these few days nv reali spend much time with him.. he's got his bowling competition n hope he wins!! ha. den i'll get to keep the trophy mayb?

yes, the holidays are coming.. but will be supper busy with all the projects and stuff.. wont be free! plus, i've got to go help out at shop.. i'll be so drained. terribly. i wanna sleep till late afternoon like i always do.. but this time round, it'll be tough. will stop here now.. till next time!

2006-11-28T22:11:00.000+08:00

yeah. seoul garden at marina square today.. =) i'm feeling fat! haha. and yes, IMF pay on friday!!! =D i cant wait man. i've got the list prepared.. SHOPPING!!!

2006-11-19T13:03:00.000+08:00

Its going to be another 1 and 1/2 day. haha. i'm happily waiting.. yeah. =)

2006-11-08T16:44:00.000+08:00

y u

its e- cheating again!!! yes! i'm stressed! so many things to do.. so troublesome.. i'd rather go to sch! argh. jus finish my gems e-learing assignment.. i've got one more marine engineering e test left.. but i don dare do it.. why? its the onli module that has onli one attempt! i don dare do it.. i guess mayb tml? i don wanna do it alone.. my baby's having this bowling competition in S.P.G.G.. thot of going.. but they siad outsiders are not allowed to go inside as there are many high ranked staff there.. (security is very tight) dunno true or not.. but, sad thing is Alvin sprained his ankle ytd! that means that zul loss the chance to play in the double.. he got into the reserve list! too bad.. hope he gets champion for the singles.. haha. i heard they will give giordano vouchers? lol. i wished it was money.. but its still good.. i can still buy clothes.. =)

i'm craving for subway cookies and i haven start studying for the exams and they're this coming monday! i've got no motivaton at all.. i cant study or do anything properly without my strength by my side.. i miss him.. ahhh... its torturous. damn.

2006-10-25T20:19:00.000+08:00

Happy Hari Raya!! haha. well, many people asked me why i never go his house this year.. i'm scared! hmm. his mum asked me to his house on sat or sun.. not comfrim yet.. but all i know is that his whole family, i mean noth his dad and mum side.. all his aunts and uncles plus cousins are coming to his house.. and his mum says his grandma wans to see me.. how scary is that? ha. i dunno.. i don dare to go!! can anyone pls give me some gd reasons why i should go?

so tuesday was a public holiday. i didnt get to spenf the day at home, slacking, watching tv.. i had to go shop to help.. was feeling veri sad as no one was going there with me.. i always have him with me, by my side no matter what i do. i felt lost when he wasnt there. and i was missing him so much that i gave everyone i saw a black face.. then, when i was walking to jp, to buy subway to my dad's shop for lunch, this person suddenly came up from behind and hugged me!!! i was so so shocked! 1st thing that came to my mind was, WHOS THAT!? then, when i turn around, i saw him!!!! ahh. can u imagine that? he was in his all black clothing, carrying a bag of subway.. and guess what? i cried.. i cried.. hah. for once, he did something that made me so happy that i cried.. n i couldnt stop! =D i'm reali glad that he kept his promise n did something for me..

after work, i went home alone.. den when the train reach gombak, i saw jonathan board the train.. hah. i msged him and told him.. but he didnt reply.. so i called him.. after we hung up, he saw the msg and he called me back! hah. my poor boy was so scared.. haha. at least that shows that i'm important! =)

so, now i'm here blogging n he's sleeping.. got the sickness from me i guess.. i hope that he recovers fast! den i can disturb him again.. =) till next time!

to my special one..
thank you for the surprise that you gave me on tues.. even though u are not rich, i dont mind at all.. as long as you treat me good, its good enough.. i wan you to know that i onli love you.. don worry so much okaee? get well soon darling.. i hate to see you like that.. Love you! muacks!

2006-10-20T15:46:00.000+08:00

Bela Vista dinner, Huili, Jess n Me.. =)

finally! after so long, i'm here to update my blog huh.. hah. alright.. went for the MEL Camp from 15th to 18th Oct.. well.. dunno what to say exactly.. but its stil alright.. but i've got the flu virus.. so don come near me!!

yes, today is friday.. what am i doing here?!?! great isnt it? its friday, lessons end at 12pm and i have no one to go out with.. so pathetic? i have 3 or 4 more fridays to come.. so, wish me luck! meanwhile, feel free to ask me out on these coming friday!!! i'll be super free to meet u! hah. (mus see hu isit 1st.. lol)

okaee.. why am i free? that idiots got bowling training.. i'm all alone.. feeling so lonely and alone. feeling kinda sad all of a sudden.. i hate this feeling.. i hate it when i feel so lonely.. because i know that i am way too dependent on him.. i need him by my side.. i cant feel alone for a min.. what am i going to do when he goes for his NS? i guess i'll have to start to get use to it now.. yes.. but its hard. real hard.

phuket a beautiful place? well, onli the beach i guess.. i love the bluish colour of the sea, the waves slowly coming in.. its jus so beautiful.. a wonderful place to bring ur loved one to.. esp during the sunset, sitting by the beach.. watching the sea.. whoa. i wan to go back there.. jus for the sea and beach.. not reali for the shopping.. although the things there are sorta cheap(cos the exchange rate is s$1= Thb $23) the service sucks!!! i mean what i say.. u get the most extreme "service" from them.. and they don giv u the price.. u quote ur "best price'. and believe it or not, they sell u a fake billabong shirt for 1000 batt.(when u ask them the price) thats like S$42! i might as well buy the real one u noe.. so if u wan to go there, be sure to bring lots of water cos u'll need to bargain.. most importantly, be firm with ur price.. if u onli want to pay 200 batt for the shirt u wan to get, stick with it!!! if they don budge, WALK AWAY!!! they will give in.. HAHA. =) anyways, the whole row of shops sell almost the same thing.. so although there're lots of shops, u can go n find one that can gif u e price u wan..

Yes, i'm stil waiting for the IMF money.. and juliana's got it ald!! DAMN. that VQ reali so !#@@%#%@.. dunno how long she wants to keep our $$$$ with her.. i've got so many things to buy.. argh. mayb the $$ will come soon? mayb not.. i guess i'll go get some sleep.. hope to recover soon! till next time!!

2006-10-05T19:02:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!! I am so damn frustrated right now.. yes, I am real frustrated and ANGRY. Why? Because I have such sexist and biased parents. Well, mayb not my dad but.. isn’t it the same? My mum will onli stress me with MONEY. So what if I got the opportunity to go for the cruise? So what if onli 100 people get to go? she don care! All she cares about is the money! she never bother to ask if I wan to go.. she don ask or wan to know that this benefits me. she don even care that this cruise allows us to go to normally forbidden places on a ship. she don care that I get to learn many things from this trip. All she cares about is the MONEY!!!! So what if the lecturers STRONGLY ENCOURAGE us to go? she don understand that many people are dying to replace me. Its not like I didn’t enplain to them about the trip. The point is, she don’t care.. is still about the money. Every day I get home I get nagged. Even today I went home straight from poly marina, she stil ask why I come back so late.. what about that ass? He’s having his exams and he is NOT even studying! He goes to that irritating neighbours house all day and she doesn’t even scold him! He doesn’t even get nagged. All the problems are on me. Just because I’m the eldest?

Sometimes I reali hate her.. she only thinks that I got lots of time and got nothing better to do. She never listens to me but she trusts my aunt 100%. Whatever she tells her, she believes. And in turn, I get all the things on me. Jus one word from my aunt, she asks me to go and find a job. And she thinks that a job is so easy to get. Wants me to find a job but she WANTS me to go and help out at my dads shop. What does she want from me? She can say “ others also can work and study why u cannot?” so what if I get 5 Bs, 2 B+ and 1 C+ for my semester 1 results? She’s not satisfied. She can ask why no A? that ass always fails his exams and she doesn’t even scold him! Its reali tough being the eldest. Especially in this house.. sometimes I reali lose the will to carry on living.. everything I do seems to be so wrong.. and everything my brother do seems perfect. Its not that I don wan to go for the cruise. I wan to go.. but when I think of saying yes, I think of the nagging about the money. I thought tml I could accompany my baby to practice his bowling.. now she tell me that I HAVE to go shop tml. Then she says that I NEED to go shop on Sat because the aunty cannot go. Every thing also its me!!!! I might as well die, then see who she ask to go.

i'm stil lucky, at least there's still someone whom i know will always be there for me no matter what happens. without him, i guess i would have given up long ago.

2006-10-01T19:55:00.000+08:00

one week of school passed.. lessons are preety draggy.. the lecturers are boring.. OMG! i guess the onli exciting module is my GEMS and thursday's seaman ship.. these two are the onli things i look forward to! geez.. and tml's lesson ends at 5.30! OMG.. so long.. so tiring..

went down to bugis today.. and suprisingly i didnt buy anything!!! its reali window-shop.. haha. 1st time!! i guess its reali because i've got not much money left to spare.. all my money went to printing notes.. n stil need to bind them.. plus need to buy book.. so many things need to buy! sometimes i reali wish that money drops down from the sky..

the fung shui master came this morning.. he suggested that we change the dinning table to where my piano is.. my piano to where the altar is.. and the altar to where the dining table is.. and he said that my temper is jus like my dad's.. its equally bad.. lol. how true.. =)

pictures:

2006-09-27T18:38:00.000+08:00

damn. some idiot ~~bitch~~ spoilt my mood. mayb she did it purposely? wth.. she wrote him a testi.. what" its an honour to be in ur fren list.. takecare n love you" WHAT! i've got no mood. NO mood. and mind u.. we dunno who the hell she is.. DAMNIT

2006-09-21T11:52:00.000+08:00

(from left)Our FMs.. Kumar, Yen Ling, Esther n Gareth

i miss them!! hah. =)

Melissa, Me, Adeline

okaee.. this may sound wierd.. but i starting to miss my frens.. miss going to suntec early in the morning.. using the heavy and irritating walkie... miss eating with them.. ahh. shits man.. i'm missing them already.. i dunno why.. we've reali become from casual frens to good frens within these 10 days.. time flies.. and ytd's the mark of the end of IMF.. the end of all the fun we had together as a whole group..

i guess i gotta go for CYA interview.. try my luck if can get in.. that will be my onli hope of seeing them again!! haha. business block n SMA's t0o far apart.. but i guess we'll sure meet again somehow.. =)

2006-09-20T21:24:00.000+08:00

okaee.. first things first.. my results!!!! wahaha. okok. not that good.. but stil alright loh.. i got five Bs, two B+ and one C.. my GPA 3.074.. haha.

The SMRT challenge photo.. so red! haha.

YEa. todays the last day of IMF.. the end of waking uo so early in the mornings, standing there for so long with heels.. gd yah.. but of course.. i will miss my frens.. miss greeting the delegates every morning.. haha. i will miss the offices!! they're tearing down the offices starting from today.. guess they'll take a long time.. okaee.. pictures time!!

from left:(1) me, adeline, karyn n melissa. (2) me, kit ping, regina, gareth, james, cheline,adeline n melissa. (3) adeline n karyn

the BMWs, OSIM i desire, delegates lounge, and the whole row to BMWs 7 series!!!

the Very Very Important IMFC pin.. The scary picture.. n the airplane..

with mr abrahim..

i guess thats for now! =)

2006-09-06T21:21:00.000+08:00

went sentosa on tues.. played volley ball.. captain ball.. sun tanned.. got burnt! haha. went to watch monster house after that.. after the movie we went picture taking.. we stayed til the people wait for us to close.. haha. so bad.. let them wait so long.. some pictures below.. but mostly stil with ivy..

i made my sayang sit like that! see that face! haha. :P

tml stil got training.. gonna collect my badge ald!! =)
til next time..

2006-09-02T18:28:00.000+08:00

rights.. was my birthday ytd.. haha. spend the whole day with my darling!! =)) my love, my good and bad. lalala. watched the devil wears prada. NICE.. haha. peps! go to the cathy for ur movies!! haha. good deals there.. yes.. had Ramen Ten for dinner.. den after tat went shopping!!! my fav part!! haha. baby gave me the jacket tat i've been wanting to get! thank you!! muacks!! plus the sandal! =) and.. not to forget.. yueling and jasmine for the earings.. realli veri nice.. love it! hah, also to yinmei and daphne.. thanks for the necklace!! yep..

went to sentosa on wed!! kept raining lahh.. soaked loh.. got the IMF uniform also.. waited so long for it and its so UGLY!!!! argh!!! haha. shall show u some other time!

yes! haha. jing stil owe me a treat!! lol. shall update again sometime!! =))

2006-08-31T21:58:00.000+08:00

yeah. went back to school today!! =) haha. saw all the teachers.. den after that went to eat carrot cake!! haha. so long nv eat ald.. den after that went down town with yin mei.. meet yueling, jasmine and joyce.. took lotsa photos.. =)

sad thing is.. noone in my family seems to notice that tml's my bdae.. my mum stil can ask me if i can go shop tml.. haiz.. what kind of family is this?!?! they don even remb its my bdae tml.. and what? your family is supposed to be the one who stands by you no matter what happens.. and they're the ones hu are most concerned and do eveything thats best for u.. HAHA. what a joke.. they DONT even remb wat day it is tml.. forget it..

i'm glad that there are stil others that remb.. thank you so much.. =) there is some comfort that people stil remb.. yah.. i'll end here..

oh yah, special thanks to yueling, jasmine, yin mei and daphne.. thanks for the present.. =) special thanks to my darling t0o.. THANK YOU!!! muacks!

2006-08-26T22:34:00.000+08:00

Yes! today went to celebrate wan ling's 18th birthday!! =) finally got to meet up with these old old frens of mine.. =D haha. thursday will meet up again yah!

geez, tml gotta go grandpa's hse to eat.. monday and tues gotta be at suntec for training.. hope will get money!!! haha. and yes! my birthday's coming!! wahahaha. =))

2006-08-25T21:16:00.000+08:00

shitty man!!! reali wed mus go collect uniform!! den sentosa must go late le.. tml going to have ice-cream! haha. exciting man.. lol.. finally can meet everyone!! =) yeah.

2006-08-24T21:13:00.000+08:00

Didnt get to collect my IMF uniforms today.. last min cancelled.. the supplier got problems.. dunno when den can collect le.. hope it wont be on wed.. i wan to go sentosa!!!

Familys' been a headache recently.. esp my MUM! jus keeps nagging and nagging.. anyhow, wan to thank huijun for listening to my complains.. THANK YOU! =)

2006-08-21T22:33:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BABY!! MUACKS! thank you for always tolerating and giving in to me for 1 year and 9 months! realli veri happey to have found you.. reali dunno wat i'll be without you by my side.. thank you for always treating me so good.. muacks! thank you so so much!!! i love you!!

yeah. its OUR anniversary today. and guess what? we didnt get to go out.. WHY? cause gotta go my dad's shop to help out! ARGH! so irritating.. why always need me to go when its a important day? haiz.. tml must go again!!!! so stupid.. even if i wan to go outside and find job also cant! haiz. No money!!!

went to CAUSEWAY POINT after that.. saw NASRUN and his GF.. den went to banquet to have our dinner!! =) thursday gotta go to sch to collect my IMF uniforms!! =) excited bout it.. haha.

Black pepper chicken rice! yummy!!

Til next time!! bbye! =)

2006-08-14T22:09:00.000+08:00

okaee. i shall say its been veri long since i last updated my blog!! haha. well, have been busy with school exams last week.. and.. its over!!! yay! haha. i can some what officially celebrate! hahaha. some sort i gues.. will stil be busy.. with my dads shop.. need to help out as my grandpa hurt his back.. and my dad;s going to china soon.. guess i'l be real busy.. ha. tats gd t0o.. jus that i cant get to sleep late!!!

yes, ideas done!! and thats it man. NO MORE JOSHUA!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! thats it man. i can no longer tolerate that ARGH!never going to ask him into our group man. S***S!! pardon me for my frankness.

went to get more earings.. quite cheap.. 3 for $5.. haha. and i got my mum to buy me shirt!! love it!! haha. plus one jumper.. lol. she wants me to wear it.. if not, i'm dead!! last friday was skirts day again!! haha. Pictures time =)

2006-08-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

Jess, me, hweeli and valerie.. =)

till next time! =)

2006-08-07T22:12:00.000+08:00

friday's deal. we all wore skirt!! haha. cool man. =)

2006-08-02T21:53:00.000+08:00

todays the national day observance ceremony.. went and got free burger!! haha. but most of all, the performances are superb. =)

the burgers we got!!

The kids from SP kinderland!! so cute!!

changed my blogskin.. love it!!

2006-07-30T16:06:00.000+08:00

us volunteering at United Medical Centre for our CIP project!!!!! lol

2006-07-30T16:02:00.000+08:00

me and my sister!!! =)

Caribbean Rd @ keppel bay condo.. (just next to sentosa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

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2006-07-16T20:38:00.000+08:00

WOo. did my shopping on friday.. went out with wanling and lionel.. haha. we went people's park, bugis den town. finally bought my bagg. manage to get a 2 shirts and one shorts..

ytd went to fish and co for our class gathering.. wanling and i ordered baked salmon.. and we waited for 2 WHOLE HOURS for our food!!! so stupid lahh. they so busy til no time to cook.. we were so angry with them that we wanted to see their manager!! haha. den the staff gave us some fries to eat first.. den finally after 2 hour plus plus of waiting, we got our food.. after that we took some pictures and they left for timah for their pool game.. den baby, me, wanling, gerald and hsi chien went home..

today got up real late.. den went to jp's GV to buy nachos and popcorn.. den went home.. opened the letter box and found out that i won the ice age 2 official movie hamper!! haha. pictures time! =)

my 2 shirts

my bag.. =)

the brown shorts.

william's seafood platter for 1

sweet and sour fish

seafood platter for 2

fish and chips

black pepper stingray

gays in action!!

yummy!

2006-07-13T21:37:00.000+08:00

finally!! its the day i've been waiting for.. so long.. =D FINALLY, baby got his pay.. hahaha. i can go shopping ald!!! lol. so bad.. hah. anyways, finally bought the ring.. so expensive.. must save $$$! haha. used my fone to take some pictures.. but its not reali veri clear.. a camera is better of cos.. but too bad i don have one..

today jus did the cargo test.. found it quite okaee.. at least i think i can pass.. lol..

i'm so happy today. =)

2006-07-10T20:48:00.000+08:00

mention that i hurt my toe juz now.. took a picture of my nails when it got chopped off with a hole in the middle.. looks funni..

hurts man.. but i guess it'll heal in a few days time.. =)

i'm off!

2006-07-07T23:15:00.000+08:00

Dunno why it was blank that day.. but nvm.. haha. i'm in the lab now.. blogging.. nothing much to write.. but i hurt my toe ytd!!! so painful.. so bloody.. ha, but its okaee ald.. i guess.. not so painful le..

update again later! =)

2006-07-06T20:34:00.000+08:00

ahh. its projects, assignments and everything.. i want some time doing my own stuff.. so sad.. every day so busy.. shall make more time for myself soon yah.

tml gotta get up early AGAIN. so tiring.. then after tat still need to do cargo assignment.. so boring!!! i'm so sick of going to sch.. get irritated by that guy.. so ARGHH!! reali irritates me man. not onli me.. everyone in the whole class!! shitty guy.. how i hope the ideas faster finish den no need to work with that irritating, arogrant, shitty guy. how i wish he knows why we hate him so much. =)

i'm so addicted to shopping.. help me pls!
geez. gtg, bye!!

baby, sorry for everything these few days.. dont worry so much okaee? i'm always and will always be here for you. no matter what is to happen. i love you! muacks.

2006-06-27T21:28:00.000+08:00

ahh. todays the 2nd day of sch? haha. bad bad bad day. SUPER bad day. LOUSY day. SHITTY day. Anyhow, stil wan to thank HUILI for helping me today.. BIG ThanKs!!! haha. plus, ananthi and kyla.. of course my mum t0o.. and my sayang.. haha. its too embaressing lahh. lol

yeah, got back most of my modules results.. not THAT bad lahh.. but not that good either.. highest is still my busi stats 78/100.. but lucky all above 60.. nv fail.. haha.

guess that all i have to say.. nothing much.. just hoping that tml will be better!!

*i love you*

14.10.08

New Skin!

11.06.08

new skin!

21st April 2008

Leap Year Meeting!

BIAS shit

update!

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Exams are Over!!!

2008

dammit

Merry Christmas!

21.12.2007

gift box

school's ending soon!

I Want ThiS!!!

Happy Birthday Jun!

Pictures!

The Heart Never Lies- Mcfly

its been 3 years..

=)

i love you

Exams are over!

Happy Birthday Jess!

Jennifer Love Hewitt

We're getting stronger!

Assignments!

Selamat Hari Raya!!

bored

Family Blues!!

Birthday Celebration

im bored!

dad's brithdAY

Food Barn!

Counting Down!

New Phone!

Swiss gathering!!!

Transformer shoes Anyone?

horoscope reading?

Camera Pouch!

photo update!

tarot card reading anyone??

You are The Empress

You are The Lovers

gandma's bdae...

i love you!

photo update!

big girlls dont cry

i love you